Thomas Churchwell's Blog. A place for stuff

I don’t shoot myself enough. Why should I? Well recently I got a new lens. I just moved and I am not restarting my model shooting business back up until January 2010. So I am my own model. Dam photo sickness OCD I got.
I went to NH. I saw some new little Churchwell’s running around. They don’t know me.
Swine flu. So what right? Well I have ashtma, diabetes, weak organs. I take 15 pills a day to keep my organs running. One pill metoprolo keeps my heart beating and if I accidently skip a couple of doses I could have a heart attack. To be attacked by swine flu or any flu could be deadly. I live alone and tend to take big bites with food sometime not going down as fast as it should. My legs give out on me sometimes. I stepped off the bus and my left leg gave out. I fell flat in the middle of the street.
Brad pitt asked Charlie Rose: “Since making Benjamin button I think about death a lot. Does it go away as you get older?” Charlie Rose: No it gets worse
So as these holidays come close I am thinking who knows if I will be here for the next one so I figured I will do a few and then a few more self portraits. Hope you enjoy them